Board Thread:Respawnables Discussion/@comment-24796871-20170515013814/@comment-29825738-20170518160037

LordHazanator wrote: IMercenary5 wrote: So you changed your mind I guess.In last post you told us I will not leave the game and Wikia.But now you are saying you will leave.Thats sad of course.But why leaving wiki? I do not know how the future will affect my life. If I had the opportunity to be famous on YouTube and entertain millions by playing video games all my life and go to amazing venues in the world, then I would take it, but I do not have that opportunity. I have bought so many games in the past, and quite possibly wasted well over £300 of my money in the run up to the age of 16 on video games that in a couple of years, I might not have the opportunity to play again because that is how life works. You are stuck in a system that you must progress through no matter what, otherwise you are kicked out onto the streets like an unwanted dog, and left to die. Deep I know, but true. I am privileged to have made many memories off of games like Call of Duty and Respawnables, Team Fortress 2 and so many other games on many different platforms in such a short space of time.

Respawnables is like Call of Duty, I try to find a huge amount of cons in the game in order to leave the game completely and never look back, but it keeps bouncing back with new things. I will be staying on here for as long as possible until I am literally forced off here. I am still playing Respawnables because emotions can play tricks on you, and I feel that I should live life, doing what makes me happy, before I am shipped off someone in my life, better or for worse. That is why I was undecided, and that is why I am now confidant in my current decision on staying on the wiki and the game. No more decisions needed, until I have specific reasons why I would lose all hope in the game. My life and goal is same as yours.My life lacks opportunity too.There are sooo many problems including financial problem.Lets see where life throws us.Be optimistic.Hope rational.For your YouTube goal ayushman bhava.