Board Thread:Respawnables Discussion/@comment-24796871-20170515013814/@comment-30171385-20170518192351

LordHazanator wrote: IMercenary5 wrote: So you changed your mind I guess.In last post you told us I will not leave the game and Wikia.But now you are saying you will leave.Thats sad of course.But why leaving wiki?

I do not know how the future will affect my life. If I had the opportunity to be famous on YouTube and entertain millions by playing video games all my life and go to amazing venues in the world, then I would take it, but I do not have that opportunity. I have bought so many games in the past, and quite possibly wasted well over £300 of my money in the run up to the age of 16 on video games that in a couple of years, I might not have the opportunity to play again because that is how life works. You are stuck in a system that you must progress through no matter what, otherwise you are kicked out onto the streets like an unwanted dog, and left to die. Deep I know, but true. I am privileged to have made many memories off of games like Call of Duty and Respawnables, Team Fortress 2 and so many other games on many different platforms in such a short space of time.

Respawnables is like Call of Duty, I try to find a huge amount of cons in the game in order to leave the game completely and never look back, but it keeps bouncing back with new things. I will be staying on here for as long as possible until I am literally forced off here. I am still playing Respawnables because emotions can play tricks on you, and I feel that I should live life, doing what makes me happy, before I am shipped off someone in my life, better or for worse. That is why I was undecided, and that is why I am now confidant in my current decision on staying on the wiki and the game. No more decisions needed, until I have specific reasons why I would lose all hope in the game. Agreed. My life doesnt have many opportunities either. I am from India, that kinda rules out being a professional gamer / streamer / youtuber haha. I know many indians have made it big on yt but i have never seen a single indian professional video gamer (CsGo/Lol/Dota) because our parents will never understand that we can actually make money playing video games. Idk if this is a good / bad thing because you never know if you will have a good future playing games / streaming. So i kinda stopped playing games too much because i wanna focus more on college and i have completely ruled out streaming/ yt / pro gamer as a career choice.I just play a few games now and then to refresh my mind and thats all. I dont think i will ever spend my parents' money on video games. When i begin to earn a living, i will know the true value of money and the hard work it takes to earn it. So maybe i will be wise enough then to not spend on video games too. Good luck for the future bro! Hope you fulfill your dreams in life 👍🏻